"As I limped down the street every window broadcast a
command: Change! Purify! Experiment! Cauterize! Reverse! Burn! Preserve! Teach!
(…)and all I had in the wrecked world was a needle and a thread, so I got down
on my knees, I pulled pieces out of the mess and I started to stitch them
together. I had an idea of what a man should look like, but it kept changing. I
couldn’t devote a lifetime to discovering the ideal physique. All I heard was
pain, all I saw was mutilation. My needle going so madly, sometimes I found I’d
run the thread right through my own flesh and I was joined to one of my own
grotesque creations –I’d rip us apart– and then I heard my own voice howling
with the others, and I knew that I was also truly part of the disaster. But I
also realized that I was not the only one on my knees sewing frantically. There
were others like me, making the same monstrous mistakes, driven by the same
impure urgency, stitching themselves into the ruined heap, painfully extracting
themselves (…)"
ESSA IDÉIA
DE SE ARQUITETAR UM COMPORTAMENTO A SER ADOTADO (E NUM TERRENO DESSES) ME
AGRADA PELOS MESMÍSSIMOS MOTIVOS DA LOBOTOMIA SEM SANGUE. DOS BLOQUEIOS CONFORTÁVEIS DA MEMÓRIA. DA MEMÓRIA, ALIÁS, PODE-SE COLOCAR DESTA
FORMA, VULNERÁVEL. DA MEMÓRIA PRONTA A
SER MOLDADA. LIXADA. DA MEMÓRIA IMPLORANDO PARA SER VIOLADA,
PORQUE DEVE, PORQUE FICA MELHOR ASSIM E PORQUE, NO CÔMPUTO FINAL, OS VINTÉNS
VALEM AS TRIPAS.
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