HOW COULD I HAVE DOUBTED?

I STOPPED LOOKING FOR YOU

I STOPPED WAITING FOR YOU

I STOPPED DYING FOR YOU

AN I STARTED DYING FOR MYSELF

I AGED RAPIDLY

I BECAME FAT IN THE FACE

AND SOFT IN THE GUT

AND I FORGOT THAT I'D EVER LOVED YOU

(...)

I WANDERED AROUND EATING AND BUYING

BIGGER AND BIGGER CLOTHES

AND I FORGOT WHY I HATED

EVERY LONG MOMENT THAT WAS MINE TO FILL

WHY DID YOU COME BACK TO ME TONIGHT

I CAN'T EVEN GET OFF THIS CHAIR

TEARS RUN DOWN MY CHEEKS

I AM IN LOVE AGAIN

I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS